Tough decisions...=/

I realize I haven't update in over a week!!!! Been really busy. Momentum was amazing and I wish I didn't come home. It's been tough at home, y'know...  some stuff went on that i'm gonna type out to all of you. Only my closest friends know. <3

But like my subject says, I really hate tough decisions... especially if they're painful.... </3 So really, I ended up not really answering the question that was asked me. T_T
Tonight just really sucks, memories suck tonight!!!!

Gonna just listen to some good music and hope tomorrow is better.

Played guitar and sang at church today with some friends; Nicole and Kylee. Ryan played gutiar while his brother Jared was on bass. We did really well. I played my violin and my youth leader got really excited! =) Then I had to speak and give the youth leaders a gift. I HATE public speaking, haha! But it was alright. One song we performed, the youth actually learned ar Momentum. It was written by the amazing man; Aaron Keyes! ♥ My favorite by him, actually. It's called Dwell. ♫

Reading in a bit here....then bed I suppose. August needs to come faster. Lol

Packing galore!

Packed a lot for the Momentum trip that starts tomorrow. Going to meet the youth group at 11 at our church. Then we're all going down.

Procrastinated by being on facebook all day. Good way of putting things off, huh? =) I definitely think so.

I will miss my guitars though :( All forlorn and unplayed in my room. lol And I really hope we can keep our phones for the dorms; otherwise i will really miss my friends too! =(
Possibly seeing my parents and some cool church people on saturday at this picnic thing.

That's all for now. Not much went on today.

Been awhile :-)

Heyyyy Blogspot!!!! How goes life?!
Sorry for lacking in posts. Been pretty busy these last few days....and partially lazy :P ahaha well, anyway...

Went to Altoona yesterday and a few hours and that was fun. Um.. idk how many days i missed... hmm... .hung with friends a few times, and tonight. It was pretty awesome! haha swaaam! <3
Hanging with another friend tomorrow! Chyeaaaah! Epicness!

Then Tuesday start's Momentum!!! I know what you're thinking... already!? Yeah, I know! It came super fast, it just like flew up like *pretends to snap* that!(?) hahaha yeah and it ends sunday at sometime. Gotta get packing tomorrow... has nothing packed yet! Yup *points at self* procrastinatorrr!!! =) Just gonna listen to epic BVB for awhile instead cuz that's actually NOT boring! Lulz

Hmm... so yeah idk what else to add here even though i've been lacking.. lol. la la la la just gonna sit here and waste space...weeeee!!!!

Air guitar? :D No? Aw darn, you're no fun!

Church today was pretty awesome! =) We had an awesome worship leader!!!!!! =D
Then came home, ate lunch (at like 1-ish since my dad took awhile in his meeting with other guys) then got on computer for like 4 hrs before going to bff's house! Then when I came home, I got status yelled at. Yep...that's real fun. Bet you can guess that it got deleted.

Um um um um..... yeah.

I'm tired soo...
Goodnight and new posts sunday night if i'm not too exhausted. Then monday for sure!

ps. my shoulders are peeling obnixously from my sunburn... it bothers me deeply! XD *scratch scratch*

That was plain odd... forget i said that? :-)

BAI blogger peeps!
♥, moi! (oh yeah i'm so smart, i can speak French....not rly...a bit...i'm a Spanish nerd more though)
xoxo

pps. i think i need more followers #RandomLateNightThoughts

BIG NEWS!!!!

First thing's first, back in September, a cousin of mine, Kelsey Miller, was killed (the night of Homecoming) last year by a drunk driver. She was the only one wearing a seat belt and the driver was 17, 18 a few weeks later. He just not got will FINALLY be tried as an adult instead of a juvenile as we were all thinking would happen. This is only fair!!!!! :) ♥ Rest easy now Kels!

And onto the 2nd thing... a girl from my school who graduated in 2008, has a big problem and is in a hospital in Texas.. i don't wanna go into all the details because they are confusing. Some part of her internally isn't working right and it's very serious. Doesn't look too good at the moment. So PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE keep her in your prayers. I don't know her, but she did go to my school and I recognize the name; Alyssa Sabo.

All I have to say, just those 2 announcements.
And not to forget Momentum in 5 days!! :D

ps. watched Wipeout tonight. Rachel "Sweaty" Ho got off. theJvids and I were very disappointed! XD =P

Wednesdayyy!

Had youth today and drove 15 minutes to get to the house we went to... uhh.. wait... since our church is being renovated, we had to have youth group at different people's houses. There we go! XD Explained it ok this time. Anyway, it was a lot of fun. Played air hockey with people, then had our little lesson and people kept interrupting and then we laughed at something funny. Momemtum starts on tuesday and goes until sunday! It should be a good time. I room with one of our youth leaders, in real college dorms! =)

So today... hmm... pretty much the same thing as every day. Dishes after i woke up (around lunch time) and ate. Then read for a while and watched some episodes of I Shouldn't Be Alive on the Discovery Channel. That was one of my favorites shows a few years back! (: ♥ it's really awesome! I missed the new ones tonight though....

Ate dinenr out at Rey Azteca. I wasn't too hungry though, then home to pick up friends to go to youth. Before we left, I got to play guitar for only like 5 minutes. But I was playing Goodbye by Kesha (before she was Ke$ha) on my acoustic for awhile. Pretty cool sawng. You should all listen to it sometime! :) Like now!

Talked to friends on facebook and texted itsanjx3 about 5 MORE WEEKS until I get to see her again at RCD!!!! for a week she gets to stay here in town!!! :) This calls for a sleepover one night I'd say! =DDD

Can't think of anything else to say... lots of rambling tonight. It's 1am though, what do you expect? (: FLY IN MY ROOM! *cough* sorry :P so yeah at the moment, I'm being bothered by a certain guy... I tend to rant about him a lot bc he talks to me about the same things and is real annoying most times. I mainly just ignore him, not saying much tonight to him. I may just leave soon?

K, nighty nite!!

"You're in the arms of an angel..."

Yup... a case was proven NOT GUILTY today.... a woman MURDERED her 2 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER.... HOW CAN YOU HAVE SUCH STUPID PIECES OF EVIDENCE??? Detectives really need to be hired and FIND SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!! They can totally do it!! R.I.P. Caylee Anthony... Casey (her mother) will rot....in.... you-know-where.... =/

Went to mom's Bible Study... that was a lot of fun talking with all the ladies there. I didn't get to go driving cuz the pedal extension didn't work again in that dang Focus!!! Oh well, rescheduling by the end of the week. :-) Higway and downtown driving to look forward to, yippee!!!

A church friend is worried about me... AWWH!!!!! ♥ :) hahaha

Anyway gonna read more Thomas Kinkade tonight. Good book! :DD Great author. Gonna be good to unwind tonight, wowz.

That's all I'm gonna say for tonight. I could rant for awhile, but no one wants to hear me go on.. so... Goodnight bloggers.

Happy 4th!♥ [|]--*

Seeing more fireworks later when dad gets home from work which shouldn't be long now.
New Teen Wolf tonight, too.

Had a lunch cookout and grandma came up!! My family gave me my birthday present which waaaasss....
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.......................................................................................FENDER FRONTMAN 212R AMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE ONE I WAS PLAYING BEFORE AND I THINK I'M IN LOVE!!!!!!! ♥ lol

Listening to Sweeney Todd music because I'm having a conversation about it! :):):) "I feeeel youuu Johaaaananaaa" =D

I can't believe I'm already seventeen y/o!!!!!! Really... I feel old!!! Only 2 hrs left of my birthday.

Back to work for mom tomorrow, and chores and cleaning the house for me and my bro. Hopefully hanging with a friend later in the week. :]

[]-* like my cake? [: creative-ness.

BIRTHDAY

HOLY FUDGEMUFFINS AM I REALLY 17 RIGHT NOW?!?!?!?!?!

:) Went out to family's house and had a cookout with fireworks, then came home and lit some more fireworks and my uncle came over. He was being silly and hiding when the ashes rained down on us! <3 lol

Great day, and another cookout tomorrow for lunch before dad leaves for work! (: Excitedness! Wondering what imma get! ;)

Happy Indepence Day Everyone!!! ♥

Talked to a church friend today on facebook too. He's sweet. [= lolz

WOOO!!!

That was me cheering tonight for Max, Brittany, Maddie, and Dan at their performance tonight!!!!!!!!!!! Great stuff!!!!

Pretty boring day. Did some stuff around the house, read a lot, went to a friend's house after Max's show tonight. Vsisited a demon cat. That thing is scary looking!!! It hissed at us, too!! My friend has to go to her neighbor's house for a week (tomorrow morning = last time) to watch the house and do some stuff and find the cat. I went with her tonight. Interesting experience xD Anything with us is interesting! lolz

Anyway... haha, sunburn hurts!!! =(

Going outta town tomorrow in the evening. Fun fun fun fun lol

That's all for tonight. Love you all! :P