^ Wise words to live by right there.
Going through some really tough times right now with jerks on facebook. Deciding to not get on for awhile... How long? I'm just not sure... I won't be able to talk to certain people and that really upsets me.... </3
I'm also really scared... that's an understatement... about tomorrow. People haven't said anything in person yet, but they just might. And I have to be strong for that. Hardest thing I've had to do in as long as I can remember. Gonna finish up some math homework - test tomorrow - then read some Karen Kingsbury. She helps a lot. Her books are amazing! Seriously, go read them, seriously, go, do it! You won't be disappointed!
I'm just so grateful to have the family and friends that I do. I wouldn't be able to do any of this if it weren't for them! ♥♥
Daughtry cd playing in the background is really awesome right now. Just thought I'd say that. :)
It's feel weird to type smilies when all you wanna do is break down.... just a side note. Yeah... I'm gonna go fill my mind with Karen's book now.
Nighty night bloggers.
God bless.
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Busy
Been very busy lately... Crucified church service was amazing!!!! I needed that, we don't show our appreciate enough for people. Then I saw a post from a friend on facebook who is going through a lot... Trying to help.
School was out yesterday, but we went back today. Got non-fiction books and my friends and I felt like dorks. x)
Watching Glee right now.
Last night was kinda difficult for some reasons that I don't have to type them all out. Eh.. just trying to go day by day and smile. Harder than it looks. I want summer!!! :P
Homework. blah. okay. byeee
School was out yesterday, but we went back today. Got non-fiction books and my friends and I felt like dorks. x)
Watching Glee right now.
Last night was kinda difficult for some reasons that I don't have to type them all out. Eh.. just trying to go day by day and smile. Harder than it looks. I want summer!!! :P
Homework. blah. okay. byeee
Friday, November 25, 2011
Re-connecting with old friends
Hello again!
Lazy day today, wasn't hungry much because of all we ate from last night. And I was up til nearly 3am chatting with a friend. Fun fun! :)
Speaking of friends, I got to talk to a friend who I recently drifted apart from. It was interesting... although a lot changed between us. I'm not quite sure what to think right now... our conversation ended not long ago, so I'm still deeply thinking all that I've been told. It was a lot to take in and very different, but things gradually turned semi-normal-ish again onto safe ground, like movies.
Haven't felt like doing much today. Read, played a bit of guitar, on computer. Not too exciting really...
Short post today, sorry. Off to go chat to people, and hopefully figure something out about all this. Yeah.. *ahem*... nevermind. it's whatever.
Later.
Lazy day today, wasn't hungry much because of all we ate from last night. And I was up til nearly 3am chatting with a friend. Fun fun! :)
Speaking of friends, I got to talk to a friend who I recently drifted apart from. It was interesting... although a lot changed between us. I'm not quite sure what to think right now... our conversation ended not long ago, so I'm still deeply thinking all that I've been told. It was a lot to take in and very different, but things gradually turned semi-normal-ish again onto safe ground, like movies.
Haven't felt like doing much today. Read, played a bit of guitar, on computer. Not too exciting really...
Short post today, sorry. Off to go chat to people, and hopefully figure something out about all this. Yeah.. *ahem*... nevermind. it's whatever.
Later.
Thursday, November 24, 2011
OMGSH IT'S BEEN TOO LONG
Terribly sorry bloggers!!!!!!
So much has been going on and I *completely* forgot!!!! How long has it been? Since summer now?1 I think it has... O.O
Well, let's see if I can update all this news...
Met some amazing new friends, talking to my bestie everyday, also lost 2 friends who used to be my best friends... yes it was hard. And still is most days when I remember all that we used to do when we were together and all those silly days we shared... Yeah... sappy moments! lol <3
But umm... yeah... today is Thanksgiving so i'm gonna keep this happy for today, even though life has been hard. Because of that... well... I'm *SO* thankful for all my friends who haven't left me alone in all this crap. More than they know! <33
Spent time with family at our house and laughed a lot. Felt good to laugh again... it's been awhile. Listening to some awesome music. Got Chris Daughtry's newest album and played that earlier.
Talked to a fun guy the other day about his cd player dying... we had an internet funeral! (: Very interesting. You should try it sometime! :P tehehe♥
Umm.. what else? Hmmm..... read my mom's Karen Kingsbury books... but i found a spoiler because i started reading the wrong book & got all dramatically upset! :P Very fun!
Went to a concert 3 weeks ago. CHRIS TOMLIN, YO! Aww yeah man! ;D totally epic and amazing in every way! There was the most amazing speaker too! He was really into astronomy and makes me want to take a course on that now! Very insightful stuff was said! :) I went with this new Bible study group of girls, and we have fun, sentimental moments! I'm still getting used to it, and becoming more comfortable each time. Last week was only 5 of us, which made us able to talk about things easier. We were all crying by the end. lol yeah... but I guess that was a good thing.
Every have one of those moments where you really wanna hear someone's voice? That happened to me yesterday. Talked about calling, but it never happened (huge sad face). But I love the feeling where I can say anything and not feel uncomfortable... even if said person is miles away from me. But always close at heart :) <3 Every day is hard, but I'm getting better at being happy again. Really. I have the best people in my life to help me, no matter what they're going through. Just amazing. Haha :) Words can't express...
People are stupid at my school... pardon the harshness. But some day I just don't know how I get through the day. No need to hear all the details. But I've had my share of ranting. :) Glad people don't tire of talking to me because of it. lol Don't blame me for thinking that way though, with all that went on recently.
Another thing, thankful for the long weekend!!!! :D
Oklahoma practice starts in December! :O Yeah... musical! Auditions were so funny back in the band room where we were held. Talked to the funny orchestra teacher. Spoke southern, yeah. fun! My audition sucked then i got home and my bestie was talking to me. By the end of the night, I felt like crying, which I basically did. Didn't talk to anyone, just left, and ignored the world pretty much. Fun having those moments sometimes, although some people get worried. The next day was semi-better.
I wonder if there's a typing limit... I may start daily blogging again. But if nothing big happens, I may skip for a few days. Just hope I don't forget again. :P *so* sorry again, guys! I hope this long post makes it up to you somewhat! <3 ya.
How funny is it that I think I'm out of things to say? That never happens! Maybe the turkey is making my brain tired! xP Sure, let's go with that! :D Gobble gobble... ^_^ :3
I want to have a jam session with some school friends some day soon. We already have a few songs picked out and the bassist is bugging me with it, so I think we should! :) We say that a lot though, and it never happens, unfortunately. We don't really have any area to rock out. Johnstown is very boring.
I guess that ends my long post for the night, because I'm sleepy now... but I'll be up for awhile yet relaxing.
Goodnight :D ♥♥
So much has been going on and I *completely* forgot!!!! How long has it been? Since summer now?1 I think it has... O.O
Well, let's see if I can update all this news...
Met some amazing new friends, talking to my bestie everyday, also lost 2 friends who used to be my best friends... yes it was hard. And still is most days when I remember all that we used to do when we were together and all those silly days we shared... Yeah... sappy moments! lol <3
But umm... yeah... today is Thanksgiving so i'm gonna keep this happy for today, even though life has been hard. Because of that... well... I'm *SO* thankful for all my friends who haven't left me alone in all this crap. More than they know! <33
Spent time with family at our house and laughed a lot. Felt good to laugh again... it's been awhile. Listening to some awesome music. Got Chris Daughtry's newest album and played that earlier.
Talked to a fun guy the other day about his cd player dying... we had an internet funeral! (: Very interesting. You should try it sometime! :P tehehe♥
Umm.. what else? Hmmm..... read my mom's Karen Kingsbury books... but i found a spoiler because i started reading the wrong book & got all dramatically upset! :P Very fun!
Went to a concert 3 weeks ago. CHRIS TOMLIN, YO! Aww yeah man! ;D totally epic and amazing in every way! There was the most amazing speaker too! He was really into astronomy and makes me want to take a course on that now! Very insightful stuff was said! :) I went with this new Bible study group of girls, and we have fun, sentimental moments! I'm still getting used to it, and becoming more comfortable each time. Last week was only 5 of us, which made us able to talk about things easier. We were all crying by the end. lol yeah... but I guess that was a good thing.
Every have one of those moments where you really wanna hear someone's voice? That happened to me yesterday. Talked about calling, but it never happened (huge sad face). But I love the feeling where I can say anything and not feel uncomfortable... even if said person is miles away from me. But always close at heart :) <3 Every day is hard, but I'm getting better at being happy again. Really. I have the best people in my life to help me, no matter what they're going through. Just amazing. Haha :) Words can't express...
People are stupid at my school... pardon the harshness. But some day I just don't know how I get through the day. No need to hear all the details. But I've had my share of ranting. :) Glad people don't tire of talking to me because of it. lol Don't blame me for thinking that way though, with all that went on recently.
Another thing, thankful for the long weekend!!!! :D
Oklahoma practice starts in December! :O Yeah... musical! Auditions were so funny back in the band room where we were held. Talked to the funny orchestra teacher. Spoke southern, yeah. fun! My audition sucked then i got home and my bestie was talking to me. By the end of the night, I felt like crying, which I basically did. Didn't talk to anyone, just left, and ignored the world pretty much. Fun having those moments sometimes, although some people get worried. The next day was semi-better.
I wonder if there's a typing limit... I may start daily blogging again. But if nothing big happens, I may skip for a few days. Just hope I don't forget again. :P *so* sorry again, guys! I hope this long post makes it up to you somewhat! <3 ya.
How funny is it that I think I'm out of things to say? That never happens! Maybe the turkey is making my brain tired! xP Sure, let's go with that! :D Gobble gobble... ^_^ :3
I want to have a jam session with some school friends some day soon. We already have a few songs picked out and the bassist is bugging me with it, so I think we should! :) We say that a lot though, and it never happens, unfortunately. We don't really have any area to rock out. Johnstown is very boring.
I guess that ends my long post for the night, because I'm sleepy now... but I'll be up for awhile yet relaxing.
Goodnight :D ♥♥
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