I feel like my heart has been broken... I couldn't stop crying last night. Bu enough about my crappy life. It's getting worse and I can't talk to people as much anymore. Gonna exhaust myself by doing tons more housework... What of I never get to talk to my friend much? My computer is probably gonna get taken away maybe... For good. Where does that leave me? Feeling friendless. More than ever. But ah well, I brought it on myself. This is gonna kill me... I'm not trusted any longer.
Just thinking of not being able to talk to a few certain friends bc I only really talk to them on Facebook. My one friend actually said "goodbye forever" which felt like a stab through the heart... :'(
How do I manage to mess everything up? I won't have friends... I won't trust anyone anymore and keep things bottled up. Limited blog venting from now on for me. Idk what's gonna happen when I get home. Who I can still talk to... And I can bet that if I still can talk, things will drastically change...
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